Moving forward. Year 2011 was a tough one for me, heartaches and lessons learned. Looking back from those memories is quite hard because i could still feel the ‘pang’ that my heart felt from those memories. I just can’t wait to say “i’m totally and finally ok”. I dont want to cheat to myself that im doing ok when im not, it will just double the pain afterwards. Balancing life is moving forward. Yes, it’s hard but that is the only way to give yourself a break from the pain. it’s been 6 months already, but i guess i still need more time for that TOTAL healing that time can give. if that right time comes, i’d be more than grateful. i promise to the next MAN i will love is to trust and respect him, to understand and appreciate him and to love him more each day, and to pray for him. :) i will wait for the right person at the right time. I trust God for this :)

Moving forward to balance life. ;)

(Source: icantspellyou)